This is a quick one.
I’m a little nervous. One of my favorite tops is falling apart, despite my attempts to fix it. I want to replace it with something similar and plan to go shopping tomorrow. I want to have tunnel vision for only that one item, but am worried that I’ll fall into my old familiar habits. All the stores have new Fall stuff, and I want some new Fall stuff. I have a wishlist going in my head, but I want to hold off on buying anything from it for as long as I can. I at least want to make it to October.
But this makes me wonder how all future shopping trips will be for me. Will they all be filled with anxiety? Will I ever be able to shop without a crazy flood of emotions?